im really proud of myself for being so strong with my husband deployed and all. its not easy but i have to be in one piece for my baby boy! if im hurting he can feel it :( i miss my husband so much and theres not a day that goes by i dont think of him or want him by my side. i need him. i know hes doing a great job over there but i just want him home where i know hes safe!!! i try and keep my tears in at times but when night time comes they all come out. so please april 2012 hurry up. i love you jaime






